"When Jesus heard of the death of John the Baptist, he withdrew in a boat to a deserted place by himself."
Once in a while, we need to withdraw from the crowd to be alone w/ God so we can discern how He is working in us especially in our struggles. It is only when we make a stop & bring things up to God we can find a reason for everything. Have we spent a solitary moment w/ God? Let us come to Him for only He can give an answer to our "WHYs" in life.
VERBUM DEI PRAYER BUDDIES